Requisition a Dream

I wish...
I wish I could hold you, your hand.
Share a smile, be there in love, in life.
Share embrace, my caress, your flesh.
I wish I posessed nimble nerves,
Enough to enervate your soul,
Elate you,
Remake you,
To enter this world with you,
To live this life for you,
To give my heart to you...

I just...
I just want to pick you up, hold you.
Never to let go, to never be, let go.
Never doubting, no looking back, just caring.
I just want to return to original origins,
A time before dwell and pus layered my scalp,
Scrap me,
Forget me,
Don't you ever doubt me,
Don't ever worry about me,
Don't make my choices for me...

I know...
I know my life is changing, hold on,
Bring a seatbelt, a new existence, something fresh,
Bring yourself, your smile, your heart,
Keep track of those crystal soulstring keys,
Just remember where you parked your humanity,
Nothing is free,
No thieving,
I know you need protecting,
I would die defending,
I will live worshiping...

I wish for things to work out,
I just hope I'm ready when the day arrives,
I know... I will be.